amusing speck of light in the gloomy darkness

Things have not been too good for me and Ms Devil. She still refused to see me, saying that she wants to clear her mind of confusion. What confusion? She has been giving me one word answers whenever I get the chance to speak to her.

"Hi darling..."
"Yes?"
"Have you eaten, dear?"
"Yes."
"How's your day, honey?"
"Fine."
"Do you want to go out?"
"No."

Ms Devil wants me to get rid of Millie. Which is really impossible. Millie has been around my life since no one could remember. Even Andy couldn't remember whether he knew me first or Millie did. That is how long I've had Millie in my life.

Millie in fact found the incident amusing. She is putting up at Hyatt. Trust her to put up in a hotel rather than to go home. She simply refused to let her parents know she is back in Singapore. For the fear, they insist she to join in their daily routine of balls, golf, dinners etc....

She flew home immediately with her baggage and all on the first flight after she walked in on her BBB in the middle of a passionate sex with a man. Millie is not at all bisexual and she is in fact quite conservative with her thinking in sex. She likes male and does not like to share them.

Plus the fact that her BBB has been refusing her sex for the past 2 weeks. And now she found him shagging the mailman!!

Millie has labeled the incident as the "amusing speck of light in the gloomy darkness". Gloomy darkness refers to her situation now. She has been utterly depressed that she cannot get any comfort sex from me. The furthest I am willing to go is to hold her in my arms and let her cry into my chest as she related her story of BBB's betrayal.

Since Ms Devil did not want to see me, Millie has all my attention and time devoted to her. Going with her on shopping cum spa therapy and bringing her to fine dining and likes.

I guess I am going to surf for a florist now to see if I could get a bouquet of tulips for Ms Devil...

Our First Fight

I didn't meant for it to happen....

But we had our very first major fight yesterday. Well, I guess honeymoon stage is over.

Millie came back to Singapore. She broke up with her BBB and flying back alone in tears, she didn't inform me that she was on the next flight to Singapore after an arguement with BBB. She just packed up, book ticket and drove to the airport. I guess Ms Devil is not on her mind when she made the way to my place at 4am in the morning. Hoping to seek solace in my arms, like what she has always do.

Unfornately, Ms Devil is already in my arms, sleeping naked. With my manhood still in her.

Millie has the keys to my apartment. Something Ms Devil does not even have.

Well, Millie saw everything the moment she threw open the bedroom door. Now, Millie doesn't mind me having women over. She know what kind of lifestyle I led. But she isn't the kind where she will join in the fun with another woman and me. I guess she is having it bad in her life when she screamed.

I was caught off guard wrapped in between the sheets, looking surprise sitting upright with Ms Devil who looked like she saw a ghost and Millie in frustrated tears.

Millie returned back to the living room while I ensured Ms Devil nothing is wrong and I will settled it. I got dressed and went out looking for Millie. After I managed to subdue Millie and convinced her to go home to her parents first, Ms Devil came out of the bedroom fully clothed.

Two words. Oh no.

Words of vulgarity and dripping with sacrasm. Name calling and label hurling. Two of them would be fighting if not for the fact that Millie is jetlagged and Ms Devil is worn out with all the sex we did. PLUS I was in between them. I was not able to get a word of explaination in.

End up, I got Millie slammed the door and left. And I got Ms Devil slammed the door and left after Millie.

Until this very moment, I have not been successful in getting hold of both women. SIGH!!

Ms Devil, Me & PMS

PMS

A big huge word for females.

A time to be ultra sensitive to the ladies.

Ms Devil is having her menses last night, she didn't know and I didn't know so ended up she stained the sheets. We only discover this morning. I was hugging her from behind with one hand slipped into her tank top, massaging her breast, kissing her bare neck, leaving a trail of soft kisses down her back. Then my thigh touched something wet among the sheets. I lifted off the blankets and there was an angry red patch staring back at me!!!

Ms Devil quickly disappeared into the toliet, screaming her apologises. And I am stuck staring at the angry red patch. I admit I am not very good at this kind of thing.

I moved over to the kitchen got myself and strong coffee and a wet rag before moving back to the bedroom. Ms Devil saw me with the rag and quickly grabbed it and started sponging the stain off my white sheets. All this while I stood at a corner sipping my coffee calmly. She then proceed to pulled off my sheets to change a new one. I barely grumbled that I would have to make a trip down to the cleaners again. She shot a dirty look back at me.

On the way sending her to work, she barely mumbled a sentence to me. Sitting and dreaming in her comfort zone, she sulked and sulked.

Me: Do you want breakfast, dear?
D: ...
Me: Huh?
D: (shakes her head and look miserable)
Me: Don't look so sad, dear. I'm not blaming you for the stains.
D: (looked pointly at me) I am not upset over the stains!!
Me: Huh?
D: Nevermind.
Me: What upsets you then? Comeon, tell me.
D: You guys will never understand.
Me: How can I understand when you don't let me?
D: Drop it. Okay? Just drop it.

Only after dropping Ms Devil off to work, I had to vent my frustration and called Andy up. He laughed heartily at my ignorance and gave me a very good advice.

"Be a teddy bear."

Which translate to: Prepare to give a lot of warm hugs. Look at her with understanding eyes. Stay quietly at a corner until summon. Always keep your mouth shut until she asked something.