Jealousy, Sadness & Trama

Millie called two nights ago to bitch about her new neighbours who moved in recently. I was on the phone with her from midnight for 2 hours when Ms Slutty decided that she had enough and snatched the damn handphone from me.

Neither Millie nor I could hear what she was rambling about. But one word has summarised her behaviour - JEALOUSY.

She managed to be on the hp for 1 minute before I grabbed the hp back from her and mumbled a quick apology to Millie before facing Ms Slutty full on.

What the fuck was that all about?

We had huge fight over her immature behaviour where she stomped back home in the middle of the night. I still had the decency to ask her whether she would like me to sent her home as it was late. In response, she slammed the door to my face.

Damn it!

Once again, I do not know why I put up with her time and time again.

Millie giggled over my misfortune as I seldom lost control of situations like this. She is actually quite amused that Ms Slutty had been jealous of her and find her a threat. I told Millie about Ms Devil and how besotted I am over her.

She: Enough to give Ms Slutty a kick?
Me: Yup. You should see Ms Devil.
She: Boy, you sound like a teenage boy.

I had not spoken to Ms Slutty since after this incident. She tried to apologise and even appearing around my office area trying to get a glimpse of me. But I had ignore her. I even cut her calls the few times she called. Her behaviour recently has just been unbelievable.

Isabella has been discharged by the hospital and now moping at home. I went over to her place yesterday to visit her. She looked lost and confused. Her father told me that doctor has advised us to keep a close eye on her in case she did something drastic again. I wanted to bring her out for dinner yesterday but she refused. Her excuse? She doesn't know how to face the public anymore. She just want to hole up in her bedroom, her safe haven where nothing and no one can touch her.

Sad and Tramatised.

I went home just after midnight after managed to at least get her to take a quick 15 minutes walk downstairs to take a breathe of fresh air.

Jealousy, Sadness and Trama - all negetive feelings. I have been around negetive people too much.

The way to the guy's heart is thru his stomach???

I have been going from home to work to hospital again for Isabella. She is much better now and the color has gone back to her face. Doctors are keeping her in the hospital because she is still very weak although there is no massive blood loss. Her parents took the opportunity to do a full body check up on her as well.

Isabella has been forced to go through counselling. Right now, since she is at the hospital, she is going through the programme daily. Doctor has advised her to continue with the programme once every two weeks when she is discharged. At least, now she is able to smile at jokes and no longer cries in front of her family. She still occasionally weep when she talked about the Jerk. Everyone of us is trying not to bring him up in topics.

Ms Slutty can changed her name to Ms Sulky. Eversince, she heard Isabella is in hospital, she has been the Sulk Queen. Her face is twisted as if she is living and breathing lemons and limes. She bitches when I said I had to go to hospital. She whined when I told her I am tired from hosiptal visits. She even complained the smell I brought along with me after those visits.

She only went once with me to those visit. Which ended up bad. She shuffled her feet and kept whining throughout the visit. "So many old people here waiting to die...." "This place is so scary, sure got ghost...." "What's that smell? Gosh, must be viruses spreading...."

Why would I ever put up with her???

Oh yes, because she gives very good head. And she is spontaneous.

After that hospital visit, she knew I was fuming because of her atittude. She even went her way out to borrow an old nurse uniform from one of her cousin. She seduced me into the game of role play. The game ended us in bed, both drain out of energy after non stop action for 3 hours.

Oh yes, and she can cook very well too. In fact, its like a rule to her. She tend to whipped up something after sex. Be it waffles and ice cream or chicken soup. Quote from her: "One must replenish what has lost during those exercise."

I am already so hooked to her chicken salad with her secret sauce.

The way to the guy's heart is thru his stomach???

Poor Little Heartbroken Mouse

Good Lord......

I got a call from the hospital last night. Isabella has admitted to SGH. Its one of her brothers who called me.

Apparently, Isabella's dearest boyfriend had gotten himself a wife over at UK. Bastard!!

Isabella's mother found her on her bedroom floor with one of her wrist slit. Lucky, for her that the cut wasn't deep enough to penetrate any major veins or arteries. So she is fine on the outside. But it did freaked all of us all.

One of her brothers had picked up shredded pieces of what is left of a hand-written letter. He managed to pieces the scraps together and taped it up. That's how we know the reason behind her doings.

I am not going to repeat what the jerk wrote in his letter because it is Isabella's privacy. BUT I will summerise it.

Jerk met girl. Jerk and girl fell in love. Jerk knew that parents already had someone in mind for him. Jerk kept it a secret from girl. Jerk's parents want him to marry that "someone in mind". Jerk rebelled and brought girl home to show to his parents. Jerk's parent hated the girl on sight. Jerk was forced to go overseas to marry their "someone in mind". Jerk kept it from girl. Jerk lied to girl he was going overseas for studies. Now Jerk gotten comfortably married and don't think he is coming back to Singapore, Jerk tells girl to forget him as he is taken.

Girl although tells everyone she is over Jerk. Girl is have some lingering hope that Jerk will come back one day when his studies are over. Now Jerk didn't even call her to tell her the truth but wrote her a letter. Girl is very much heartbroken. Girl cannot believe the prince she once trusted with has become a toad. Girl felt cheated and embrassed. Girl decided to end it all.

Doctor gave her some sort of stabliser so she has been drifting in and out of sleep. When she is awake, half of the time either she is crying or she doesn't remember what has happen. Doctor said that she is still in denial stage.

I could see Isabella didn't have much friends. Beside me, there was a couple of colleagues who visited her on and off. And that's it. No one else. Her brothers explained its because she often spent her time with Jerk and even when Jerk is not with her, she will wait patiently at home for him like a docile little mouse.

Poor little heartbroken mouse.

Ms Slutty - My girlfriend?

Ms Slutty and I has been labelled as a couple!?!? Oh shit!

YES, SHIT HAPPENS...

It happens that for the past few days, Ms Slutty has been tagging me like a forlorn puppy. She will hang around my office during lunchtime. Then she will have some silly excuses why she is in the area. "I was visiting someone here so I thought maybe..." "Oh! I was shopping then.."

Then I will oblige to have lunch with her if I didn't have clients for lunch. Then she will call just before I knock off to check my dinner plans. After twice appearing the same place as I am. I just decide to bring her along.

And she just tag along.

Then yesterday, I had this conversation with Andy over the phone.
Me: Dude, how's wedding plans going?
A: Please don't mention it.
Me: That bad?
A: (sigh) So gotten yourself a good catch ya? Didn't know you had plans to settle down.
Me: What are you talking about?
A: You and Ms Slutty. As in couple.
Me: Fuck! Fuck! FUCK! There is such thing. She and me are not a couple. Never will be..
A: Maybe one day..
Me: FUCK! NEVER!
A: Ok. Cool it,dude. Whatever you say,dude.
Me: Urgh!

Then Ms Slutty pissed me further by suggesting over dinner at Breeks that she should move in with me.

She: Maybe I should move my things over to your place.
Me: Huh?
She: Is it a good suggestion?
Me: Nooooooo....... (Everyone at the diner was staring at us due to my exclaimation.)
She: Why not? You don't have to have such a huge reaction to it, you know. Its just moving my stuff over so I could go to work easier in the morning without going home to shower and change.
Me: I like the things the way they are.
She: But I don't. Its very troublesome, you know.
Me: Hmmph....
She: Oh comeon....
Me: I love my freedom.
She: And you love me right?
Me: I do not respond well to emotional blackmail. So drop it.
She: Oh damn!

Ms Slutty did dropped the subject but at the expense of showing her sulking black face all night. So I went ahead to club without her, leaving her at her own home to sulk all she wants.

Oooooo Ms Slutty

Just sent off Millie to the airport yesterday. She is going back into the arms of her BBB. Her parents tried very hard to get her to hang around til Chinese New Year. But she prefers to go back and when the time comes she will fly back again. I think they just agreed with her. Especially now the situation is so tense.

Millie had a huge huge argument with her mum who is holding the purse strings. Her mother wants her to settle down with me within this year. Yes, her parents still think we are a couple. Millie who was in a bad mood that day due to her PMS, was spoiling for a fight. So both of them was screaming their heads off. The lucky thing was that I was not there to witness the horrifying scene.

After that, Millie just slammed the door to her mum's face and stalked to my apartment. She did not go back to her parents place and went on crashing into mine til she could find the next ticket to London.

Ms Slutty called me in the middle of the night just as I have reached home after seeing Millie off. She whining over the phone, wanting to get me to drive down to Zouk to pick her up. I refused, making some lame excuses my tired brain could think of. I went back to bed. The next minute I know, my condo security guard called me saying a half drunk lady is looking for me and refusing to leave. I went to meet a half crazed woman with her skirt hiked up to expose her butt and screaming vulgarities to the amused guard.

I have to half carried half dragged her back to my place.

She reward me for my effort by giving me a very good head. Really very good. She really knows what she is doing, man. Got to give it to her. I suspect she was acting tipsy but instantly forgive her as she was releasing the stress that was building up in me for the whole week. Work sucks!

She even cook a mean breakfast this morning in just her bra and thongs. I woke up to the smell of eggs and fried bacon instead of waking up to sex. I wandered into the kitchen and there she was half naked with the frying pan. My manhood immediately awoke and demanded attention. I couldn't believe I actually humped someone over the stove. I came behind her and just pulled away her thongs and aim neatly.....Wham!!! In he goes.

Breakfast was forgotten as we did another tumble between the sheets.

But as usual, girls want more.......

She: You got steady?
Me: (mumbling as I was eating her breakfast)
She: Do you have a girlfriend?
Me: Nope. (Already guessing where this conversation is heading)
She: Why not? You are an eligible bachelor, what.....
Me: (groan) Not interested....
She: Is it because the girls in past were not interesting?
(When she sense that I am ignoring her)
She: I can be very interesting..... (There and then, she dropped whatever top she is wearing and thrust her big boobs at me. I sat there transfixed as she dropped herself onto my lap.)

Breakfast was forgotten once again......

Beauty lies in the Eyes and Heart of the Beholder

I like to take this opportunity to thank and address to people who email me.

Thank you and Sorry I have not been quite active in my reply for the month of December. This is due to heavy shopping, heavier workload and even much heavier partying.

I do get a lot of emails, most of them from well-wishers and a number of them I corresponds quite regularly. Guess what?? I even become Uncle Agony to some of them. Keke!

And then to address this common questions from the lot of you...

Do I judge people because of looks and first impression?

If I tell you that I 100% do not judge on looks, I am bluffing you. To judge is human's err. My first instinct is to judge with my roving eye but I have something that most people do not posses - self control and reality check. I will stop and check myself. Hey, who am I to judge who is beautiful and who is ugly??

I may think chinese classic looking girls are pretty but they might be consider ugly in other parts of the world with their small slanty eyes. Millie likes her man exotic and beefy in which many girls here will balk at. Andy love girls who look bitchy (no offence to Aysha,ya?) but I know a lot of people will kill themselves than to born with that "hate me now" look. Aysha adores men who look nerdy and more nerdy in which she finds it a total turn on. You usually can find her in places like Borders and the library, checking out the latest geek in town.

So who is beautiful?

You are.

Everyone is.

Because at the end of the day, no one is to judge you when and if they do not judge themselves first.

Blogging from my mobile

Just doing a little testing. Im blogging with my Nokia N80. So please forgive me if the layout goes way off.

Millie came back for a really late Christmas. She just touched down on Tuesday. Really belated Christmas and New Year.. Her excuse is that the flights are overbooked. Yeah, right.

I admit I am quite moody that she actually missed out celebrating the 2 important holidays in Singapore. I think if not for the fact that her mum threatened to cancel all her credit cards, Millie will rather remain cosy cosy under the blanket with her BBB.

:(

Anyway,she made it up with her parents by attending all the luncheons and dinner parties. She even did something that she never do... She stayed over her parents' place a couple of nights. She said she still prefer to crash over mine and to wake up in my arms in the mornings. That is when her BBB is not around.

Haiz.

Isabella finally gave up on waiting for her bf to reply her. The last time his family spoken to her was to break the news that he found someone new and definately much more suitable.

She spent the nite at my place, sobbing her heart out on Boxing Day. We didn't do anything at all. Not the kind who take advantage of the weak and vunerable. I just held her and gently rock her as she nearly drowned me with her tears.

Her sobs reminds me of the last time Millie cried over her BBB.

I have gotten a sweet phone call from Ling on NYE who told me that she might quitting her job in Singapore and going back to Malaysia for good.

She wanted a night to be remembered with me. I took her out on Wednesday for dinner and we ending up my place with a glass of red wine each. One of the rare nights that Millie is over at her parents'.

As demure and quiet she usually is, she portary the same attitude in bed as well. No stunts to speak of, no fancy moves. Just nice quiet sex. The kind you will have with your wife when you have kids and in laws under one roof.

She did not feel comfortable staying for the night. As much as I want her to stay longer, I respect her wishes and sent her home.

Speaking of phone calls, Geraldine complain that Eleenia has been bugging her constantly for my numbers. She has also drove everyone in the office with her repeated telecast of her rumble-tumble-in-bed tale with me.

Gosh! Is there no end to this woman???

If this mobile blogging works, you might find me blogging more. Especially with times like this when I am waiting for Millie to powder her nose at St James.